they represent my eating disorder perfectly.
the first one is about something i need- STRENGTH
which is a sparrow with the japanese meaning for stength underneath
which is on the back of my neck.
the second is my ultimate goal- FREEDOM.
this is a butterfly on my right hip with the japanese symbol for freedom underneath.
and im hoping for a final one,
not sure what yet, im sketching up some designs at the min.
but it will involved the NEDA symbol for recovery
im hoping to get this soon, because i really need a boost,
at the moment my confidence, esteeem, body image, and mentality are unbearable!
why can't i escape the 'fat' days?
its just endless.
and not seeing my therapist for two weeks either,
i dont know HOW im supposed to do this,
sometimes its hard not to wonder what the point is.
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